Life isn't a bed of roses, even if it is, there are bound to be thorns on the roses. Same goes for relationship and love. While this site mainly seeks to document all the happy moments that R and I spent together, it cannot be forgotten that we do have our fair share of unhappy episodes. However, I think I can say that we are one of the least quarrelsome couple - mainly because it takes two hands to clap, and similarly it takes two PMS-y persons to start a quarrel - my dearest boyfriend has such composed character he has NEVER once been upset with me at all. Sometimes I wonder how he does that. On the other hand, I do have a bizzare temperament that I am well-aware of, and I have expectations that he would know what I want/what I'm thinking without me saying it explicitly (HAHA I know, tough luck on my boyfriend who has to master mind-reading skills) Of course on most times he knows exactly what's on my mind, and I believe we do have a pretty high level of telepathy (like e.g., we may even have the same food cravings jumping across our minds at the same time and that makes me happy because we can eat them together lolol). But on some days, his superpower mind-reading skill just fails on him and he can't grasp what's on his girlfriend's mind = #blackfacegirlfriend #badluckday. Anyway, this whole blog post came about because of the incident that happened yesterday (our nation's 48th birthday, Happy birthday Singapore!), it was one of those days my moods overtook my mind and I became irrationally unhappy because I was grumpy that R didn't want to do silly things for me (I wanted him to approach a family of strangers and ask them if they were heading for the national day parade, for no reason at all LOL okay I sound ridiculously unreasonable and mildly psychotic but I love doing silly/crazy/random things, and R was too shy to approach them le sigh so I was grumpyX2), and then because of my already-bad-mood R thought I didn't want to squeeze with the waves of crowd waiting for the fireworks to start and proposed to head home, so I became unhappier because I found it so lame to be heading home when we are already at the marina bay area *deep frowns* So all that unhappiness were majorly self-created and from my refusal to say what I want, what I am thinking of, instead of making R wasting millions of brain cells figuring out what his girlfriend actually wants (sorry dearrrr). This feels like self-reflection, I shall aim to convey my thoughts more verbally with my boyfriend rather than simply through telepathic waves. ^^
But anyhowwws, after we decided to have dinner at marina square I was a lot happier wheee hehe. :D we intended to watch fireworks through the gallerie food court of MS but there were also a lot of people crowding near the glass panels. In the end we joined R's family at Pan Pacific hotel, and watched the fireworks from the 22nd storey,
:p
it's like happily ever after in the end
*cues fireworks* *pewww pew pewww*
;)
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